His straight-laced rationality was melting away at the hot fingertips. When he stopped acting, his instincts began to stir. Days without the spotlight. The daily life of the young man who dreamed of becoming an actor was overshadowed by the dustiness of his cheap apartment and an unshakeable sense of anxiety. The sensibilities he had honed playing minor roles on stage had been worn down by the "unsustainable reality" of working odd jobs, and he was on the verge of losing his sense of purpose. But...